The Secret Prophecy Read online

  HERBIE BRENNAN

  Dedication

  With great affection for Sebastian, who also wrote a book with “secret” in the title

  Epigraph

  Blessed is he that readeth, and they that hear the words of this prophecy . . . for the time is at hand.

  REVELATION 1:3

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Epigraph

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Chapter 49

  About the Author

  Credits

  Copyright

  About the Publisher

  Chapter 1

  The stairs were narrow, but Em was used to carrying the tray by now, so he managed not to spill the orange juice. He hadn’t had his own breakfast yet—Dad came first these days—so the smell of the bacon was driving him nuts. Which made him hurry, but he still didn’t spill the juice.

  At the first landing, he came to the tricky bit. Directly ahead was the door to his parents’ bedroom. Inside, his dad lay pale and sickly, but getting better by the day and doubtless ready to savage his breakfast. There were two eggs on the plate, alongside all the bacon. And a sausage. There was also the morning paper, folded so Em couldn’t read the main headline. What he could read were a couple of paragraphs about a new strain of flu that had broken out in Nigeria. Scientists said it had mutated from a bird flu only found in vultures. The press loved that. They were calling it Death Flu, even though very few people had actually died and the Nigerian authorities were claiming it was totally contained.

  Behind Em were three steps to a second landing where the staircase wound up to the attic that was Em’s room, which was to say Edward Michael Goverton’s room, aka the Swamp on account of the posters and the clutter and the sea of smelly socks.

  Em gripped the tray firmly with both hands and used it to push the door. “Room service!” he called cheerfully. “Good morning, Dad. This morning we can offer bacon, two fried eggs sunny-side up, sausage with pork and apple filling, grilled tomato, mushrooms, and just the merest soupçon of baked beanies.” Heart attack on a plate, but there was nothing wrong with his dad’s heart: it was pneumonia that got him, a resistant strain until the doctors found the right antibiotic combination. But luckily he was recovering well. The doctors had seemed pleased.

  His father was still asleep, which was odd. He was asleep on his back, facing the ceiling.

  “Breakfast, Dad,” Em said, aiming the words directly at an ear exposed by the duvet. “Wake up before I eat it for you.”

  But his father did not wake up. Em put the tray down on the bed and reached out to shake him by the shoulder. His father habitually slept in just pajama bottoms, so the shoulder was bare. As Em touched it, he discovered it was cold. Perhaps he’d been sleeping with it outside the covers; perhaps that was the reason the shoulder was cold. All the same, Em felt a little chilly himself.

  Professor Ed Goverton was doing so well, Em thought. The doctors said he could get up for a while tonight, watch his favorite show on TV. Next week he could go out for short walks.

  Em slid his hand down the shoulder onto his father’s chest. The breathing was usually labored, but now he did not appear to be breathing at all. His body felt cold. Like meat.

  Like dead meat.

  Em jerked his hand away. He ran to the head of the stairs. “Mum!” he shouted wildly. “Muuuuum!!!”

  Chapter 2

  There was no way they could get the coffin down the narrow staircase, so they lowered it from the window to the waiting hearse. It swung on canvas straps, and Em wondered how his father felt in the darkness inside the box, swinging like a pendulum.

  Em was dressed in his Sunday suit, the one he hated, with a white shirt, black shoes, black socks, and, most importantly, a black tie. His mother had sewn a black band onto the arm of the jacket, muttering something about two weeks of mourning as if he was going to wear the suit after today. He watched as the undertakers removed the straps and lifted the coffin into the back of the hearse. There were several floral wreaths that had to go on top. The one his mother carried was the first.

  Nearly all the lecturers were there, and some of them were dressed in suits as well, although many wore the academic uniform of tweed jacket and slacks, and all had black ties. There was a large contingent of students, not all of them from history courses. Prof. Ed Goverton was a popular guy.

  Em blinked. Prof. Ed Goverton had been a popular guy.

  The undertakers closed the back of the hearse, and the driver started off at a walking pace. Em and his mother—she was dressed entirely in black and was heavily veiled—led the mourners. She didn’t look at him and he didn’t look at her, keeping his eyes focused on the back of the hearse. It was a short walk to the graveside—the cemetery lay right next to the campus and had, until a century ago, actually been administered by the university. Today it was the preferred final resting-place of faculty, at least those with tenure and long academic associations. Like his father.

  Em should have felt sad. He loved his father. He would miss his father. But all he really felt was numb, and a little scared. What would his mother do now? She was a qualified teacher herself, but not at the university level, so even if she found a job after all these years, they would still have to leave their lodgings. Which was maybe a good thing, although he was certain that it wouldn’t happen yet. The board would let them stay on for a while until his mother found her feet. He was certain of that. His own situation probably wouldn’t change. He’d still be at school for some time.

  He’d never seen a burial before. The open grave seemed terribly deep, as if they were worried about you climbing out. They’d lined it with some sort of fake grass cloth. There were loads of people already waiting. Most of them he didn’t even recognize.

  The priest said stuff about his father at the graveside, but for Em his voice faded in and out. He couldn’t believe his father had known so many people Em didn’t know, had never met. Important people, too. There was a black Mercedes with diplomatic plates parked on the main driveway. He couldn’t concentrate on what the priest was saying. His mother had taken his hand, drawing him close to her. He could feel her body shaking and knew this was because she was crying. They’d had their troubles, his mother and his dad, mainly because of his mother’s problems; but there was no doubt they’d loved each other. Em wanted to comfort her but didn’t know how.

  He found himself looking from face to face among the mourners standing arou
nd the grave. There was Uncle Harold, of course, his mother’s brother, and Tom Peterson, his father’s closest friend on the university staff. But why did he know so few of the others? There was a pretty girl who couldn’t have been more than a year older than Em himself. Who was she? There was an old man in a wheelchair. Who was he? There was a gaunt woman in black, veiled like his mother, who sniffled into a tiny handkerchief. There was a muscular man in a well-tailored suit and dark glasses. Who were they?

  Em realized suddenly that the priest had stopped speaking and the undertakers were lowering the coffin into the grave. The canvas straps refused to slide freely so that the coffin went down in little jerks, but nobody seemed to care. It reached the bottom eventually, and the men dragged the straps back up. A sober professional approached Em’s mother with an open ornamental box. It took Em a moment to realize that it contained soil. His mother released his hand and took some earth from the box. She stepped forward and tossed it down onto the coffin. The earth must have been a little damp, for it made a dull sound as it struck.

  The man with the box was standing in front of Em now. “Go on,” Em’s mother whispered.

  Em took a sprinkling of earth between his thumb and forefingers and tossed it into the grave. He could no longer see properly because his eyes were swimming with tears. He stepped back from the graveside and wiped them clear with the back of his hand. The man in the suit and dark glasses was turning away and pushing through the mourners. As he moved past the gaunt woman, his coat pulled open and Em caught the merest glimpse of a handgun in a shoulder holster tucked beneath his left arm. Then the coat fell back again, and Em’s eyes refilled with tears.

  It was like watching a scene underwater. The man shouldered his way through the mourners, headed in the direction of the parked Mercedes. The windows were tinted, so it was impossible to see in. As the man reached the car, a back window slid down and he leaned forward to speak briefly to someone inside. Then he stood back, the window closed again, and the car drove off. The man in the dark glasses climbed into a more modest car parked a little way beyond. He sat quite still behind the wheel for a moment, turned briefly to look in Em’s direction, and then he too drove off.

  Em wondered if he really was carrying a gun. It was so difficult to be sure of anything when your father was dead and you were crying so hard you felt your heart must be breaking.

  Chapter 3

  There was a reception, the way you might hold a reception after a wedding. People came back from the gravesite to stand miserably shoulder to shoulder in the living room of Em’s cramped home. Now they were chatting in low tones, drinking tea and eating crustless cucumber sandwiches cut into neat little triangles. Em’s mum had made every one of those sandwiches herself and baked the apple tarts and buns laid out to follow them. It occurred to Em to wonder if she might be economizing now that they no longer had Dad’s salary coming in, but he suspected it would be more a question of good form. It was probably not the done thing to have a funeral catered professionally. The done thing was very important in England, especially academic England.

  Em didn’t want to be at the reception, didn’t even want a slice of apple tart; but it was important for him to be there. That was the done thing too.

  Oddly enough, he recognized more people here than he had at the gravesite, staff members mainly, who came up to him and said things like “Oh, Em, I’m so sorry . . .” and “He was such a good man. . . .” Em tried to smile and nod and thank them, but all he really wanted was to get away and be alone for a while, maybe go and hide in his room.

  There was no alcohol served at the reception, but Em thought his mother might be just a tiny bit drunk. It wasn’t that she was a lush or anything, but she did sometimes take a drink to help her cope with stress. Now her eyes were a little too bright, her speech a little too loud. No one else would have noticed, or if they did they would understand it was the shock of the death.

  The way the lodgings were laid out, it would be very noticeable if Em tried to sneak off to his room: the staircase led up directly from the crowded living room, and four of the steps squeaked. But there was nobody in his father’s study, and the door was firmly shut. There was a neat little sign pinned at eye level. Just one word in Mum’s blocky handwriting: PRIVATE. But one word was enough. Nobody would be in there now. Em made his way slowly through the throng until he was standing with his back to the door. In a moment when all heads were turned away, he slipped inside and closed the door quietly behind him.

  Mum had transformed Dad’s study into a shrine. His desk, which was typically a heap of papers, journals, and dog-eared reference books, had been tidied within an inch of its life and the leather-covered surface dusted and polished. There was neither computer nor typewriter—Dad had never really joined the twentieth century, let alone the twenty-first. Em knew he had been working on a book, the same book he’d been working on for years—a cultural study of the prophet Nostradamus—but the text was handwritten, with frequent cross outs and side scribbles, in a series of notebooks that were nowhere to be seen. Every so often his dad had been in the habit of carrying the most recent notebook into the university, where some long-suffering secretary would type up more of his scrawl. But nobody ever saw the result. The manuscript had been growing in the dark for five years, like some long-forgotten fungus.

  Em realized he was crying again, but now that he was alone he didn’t care. He walked to the bookshelves, bulging with his father’s collection—mainly academic tomes on late medieval and Renaissance history, but with a hefty segment of books on Nostradamus. Most of these were academic references as well, but there was a scattering of brightly colored paperbacks with titles like Prophet of Doom and Armageddon Now: Our Final Days. Dad used to say that since academics wouldn’t take the Nostradamus prophecies seriously, it was left to the nutcases to write about them. Em had once asked him if this meant he was a nutcase himself, since his book would include the famous prophecies, but Dad only grinned and refused to rise to the bait.

  Em was reaching for a book when he heard the door open behind him.

  It was the pretty girl he’d noticed at the gravesite, looking even prettier close-up despite the severely formal little black suit she was wearing. She had blond hair, cut short, and wide blue eyes. She stared at him soberly as she closed the door. “I’m sorry,” she said at once.

  His own eyes were still swimming, a fact that would have embarrassed him at any other time. But there was a numbness inside him that kept all emotions at bay. He looked back at her without saying anything.

  “I saw you come in here,” she said. “I expect you want to be alone.” She sounded English, but with the slight overlay of an American accent.

  After a blank moment Em said, “No. No, it’s okay.” He made a vague, meaningless gesture with one hand. She was right: he did want to be alone. But good manners meant he couldn’t say so.

  “I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am. I didn’t have a chance at the grave, and there were so many people out there”—she nodded back toward the reception room—“I couldn’t seem to get near you. But I know how you feel.”

  “Thank you,” Em said blankly.

  “No,” the girl said, “I really know how you feel. My mother died three months ago. She wasn’t even ill: she just died. It makes you sick and empty and scared, all at the same time, and nobody appreciates that; nobody knows how you feel. But I just wanted you to know that I do.”

  “I’m sorry,” Em said apologetically. “I don’t . . . I’m afraid I don’t . . .” He let the sentence trail.

  “Oh, I’m sorry,” the girl echoed. “Of course you don’t. It’s Charlotte. Charlotte Peterson.” When his blank look failed to shift, she added quietly, “Tom’s daughter.”

  They’d been kids together, but he hadn’t seen her in years. No wonder he hadn’t recognized her. “I thought you were in California living with your mother.” He realized at once what he’d said and flushed. “She’s dead—sorry. You just told me. I
’m so sorry, I didn’t think.” The thing was, Charlotte’s parents had divorced years ago, and Charlotte went away to live in the States with her mother.

  Charlotte said, “After my mother died, I moved in with my aunt for a little while. But I wanted to be with my dad, and I wanted to finish my education in England; and anyway, there was some legal thing about custody until I’m eighteen, so I’m with Dad now. I just got back. He told me what had happened—it was pneumonia, wasn’t it?”

  “Yes, pneumonia.”

  “We both thought I should come to the funeral.”

  “I see,” Em said, because he couldn’t think of what else to say.

  There was a long, awkward silence while he looked at her. Eventually she forced a smile. “Well, maybe we could, you know, meet up sometime, not at . . .”

  Not at your father’s funeral, he thought. Aloud, he said, “Yes. Yes, that would be nice.”

  There was another silence, shorter this time, then: “I’ll let you talk to your dad.” Then she was gone, leaving Em to wonder what she meant; but on some level, he knew she was right, because he had come here to talk to his dad and not just to escape from the crowd. Despite all Mum had done to tidy it up, to turn it into a shrine to the dead, the study was still the one place in the house, the only place, where his dad was still around.

  Chapter 4

  The idea was, once he’d helped Mum clear up, he could go to his room, maybe go online, try to chill. But when he reached the Swamp and switched on his computer, somehow the old MMOs had lost their appeal, along with everything else. All he wanted to do was kick off his shoes, stretch out on the bed, stare at the cobweb hanging from the crack in the ceiling. That was when he discovered how tired he was, closed his eyes just for a second. . . .

  It was dark when Em woke, sometime in the middle of the night, not sure exactly. The confusion felt good somehow; but then it cleared and he remembered again that Dad was dead, even though, for a minute, he couldn’t believe it. His stomach knotted, a familiar feeling.